♥ It's Him! ♥

" I passed by beside the gym and saw this great cager who was so good with hoops and the one that I've been dying to meet. I tried to smile but he just stared at me. Besides I'm just an Atenean girl who only knows great dance steps while his this star player and he'll never admire a girl like me. "

* that pic was taken actually after their championship game against XU. Thanks to Ate Janet (wife of their assistant coach), for somehow putting my fantasy into a reality. hehe..just a fan who admires an idol.

*..I was captivated actually from the way he plays and damn, I can't cope with this right now.

♥ Extreme Happiness ♥

"...my super friend, Sheena Ortillo!"

My heart right now is oh so filled with happiness. I know I felt this since last Saturday and up to this day. Last week I was faced with much trouble and problems but along the way, time gave me the strength to hold on and win back myself. Now, I'm going to write the reasons of this extreme happiness.

♥ Peace on Earth! ♥

It's because after the so-called misunderstanding that leads to a major trouble, my dance mates and I are so fine now. It's just that now we're bridging the gap and I know we're getting there. I love you pa rin despite the faults that we have. You'll always be my younger brother and sisters. I love you!

♥ Super Friend ♥

Who can forget a friend who's been a huge part of your life? Sheena and I were batch mates during our elementary years. We used to be so kikay and we even compete with each other regarding the latest trends and etc., Hahaha..it does amazed me last sunday when I saw her along with the impression na 'oh damn! Siya ba talaga to?' We'd actually lost our communication after our graduation and it's been 10 years we haven't seen each other. Now, thank God for the cyberspace commonly known as 'Friendster'. Through friendster I found her and I owe it sobra sa on-line world.

♥ Value of Friendship ♥

Never ever would I thought that the people whom I hated before are the ones whom I love now. I admit I did close my heart of welcoming those people for some childish reasons and for the pride as well. But there are the ones who opened my eyes and touched my heart. They proved it to me when I chose not to show up for a week on the dance troupe. I've seen their concerns and longingness to have me back. Thank you sa inyo, sobrang I can't afford to lose you nah.

♥ Coach to Coast ♥

O diba? Hahahahaha...I was 'buang' as they say over this assistant coach on our school team. Super I was having that high-school-crush-phenomenon whenever I see him on the campus. That coach rin was my cousin's mentor, akalain niyo ba naman we had a chit-chat moment last wednesday. O diba? haba nang hair ko teh! Along with the parang asking our moderator na ewan ko ba. Naughty smile pa jud xa yotch! hai..makasala man sad tah, salikat lyt! Ahw!

...one more thing that I appreciate a lot. You don't have to be in a relationship just to attain such satisfaction or happiness like a boyfriend could do. Roow na daun! Just like my super friend, she doesn't have a boyfriend since birth but she's happy right? Naku kayo jan, stop trying yourself to save a relationship well in fact it's your fight alone na lang and no longer a couple's fight. Tsk!

♥ ooppps! Masaya lang! ♥

: I really love this pic, not just because the kid is wearing an 'Ateneo' jersey but because I love kiddos. How I really wish i was a kid then. Hehehehe...just love their carefree nature.

: my heart is filled with joy lang talaga, masaya lang talaga ako with no further reasons. I'm just glad feeling this way because it's been weeks that I'm not healthy emotionally. But thank God I'm okay now. That's the way life goes...pain? Move on! Happy? Take it on!

..then I'm taking it on!

♥ Boombells lang jud ka ♥

* this was my entry on facebook and multiply. I'm actually, i'm just get thrilled with the comments of my friends about this. So there comment as well was on the last part of this post.

I guess it's really clear to those who are a cyber-oriented person the meaning of 'Blog'. Okay except to those who are a narrow minded creature. I understand!
Writing is my way of expressing all my upbringings. I can throw away all my emotions here and why not? Democracy Country. Freedom of Expression. Galit ako kaya magsusulat ako. Masaya ako kaya magsusulat ako. Nasaktan ako kaya magsusulat ako. What's the big deal then? Boombells!

If someone is reacting from all my write ups, either way they are affected or they are amazed.But then folks, once i wrote it, i will never regret it. Boombells ka talaga!

"I know there's someone out there who's just too paranoid to react about my blog in one of my online account. I pity you little creature, ahm?, hello my entry is not a nuclear bomb that when someone will read it, it will explode automatically right in front of their monitors. Why be so affected? Boombells!"

All I know for now, I'm writing this because I'm glad, i'm inspired, grateful, thankful. Basta I'm oh so full of emotions right now. O ano? Do i have to tell the reasons behind those emotions pa ba? Baka nagiging praning ka na naman jan.Huwag ka mag malinis na hindi ikaw ang nag pasimuno, kilala nakita.Pa counsel ka kaya? Not with me because if you were my patient i would recommend you to other psychologist sakit ka lang sa ulo. Kung sabagay di naman ganun ka lawak pag-iisip mo. I guess your mind is just full of 'rhizopus', are you familiar with it? Oh sorry..try to search na lang. Boombells!

Hahai..whatever i say. I'll shut na my mouth because I know that I'm already okay but never hit me again ha? Huwag niyo na diligan yung bulaklak baka sa sobrang pamumukadkad, mapitas ko pa. Basta your'e so pathethic. Boombells!

* but don't print my write ups! I did give you the freedom to read it but not to print it. Private pa rin siya and it's' mine'. Boombells!

Comment 101:

Danwel: Yah ding I understand your point, but always remember, freedom has its limitation.

- dani..yah freedom has it's limitations but not all has it's schema of limitations when their emotions fill them up.

Aura: hihihi, i guess its safe dat way ding,...shut our mouth nlng jd, n act as if we dont care nlng,.

- yes xau..exactly! if ma gets niya kinsa xa, pak2x daghan jud ko kai di dai xa in.ana ka boombells!

Thea: **controversial lamang :))

- bunso? done reading my blog on my 'multiply'? wee!

Bhing: intriga ko ani.. may i know this pokemon?

- Bhing, sige lang u'll know soon enuf things will be fix nah. miss you sa dt bhing.

Dani: Correct jud ding!!!

Guene: ding ding ding ?? knsa nii??? i pm sa akO beeh, dli nka ga cheka miss u naaah :c

♥ Now I'm okay..Ü ♥

After months of not attending to this blog account, I'm finally back. It was never really my plan already to update this account because of the many cyber accounts that I have. But there just this incident that put me in a trouble because of the entry that I post on my multiply.

I was satisfied with the mind setting that no one would care to spend a time to read all of my thoughts on my note, blog, journal, etc., then the conflict was over and everything was fixed.

So now, I've decided to activate this stuff because none of my friends know this account. No one can ever stop me from this therapy, on-line blogging is my ever best friend and my favorite sumbungan from all of my pains, joys and sorrow.

Welcome Back Adding!