♥ Who said I'm not? ♥

* I just woke up early in the morning with this picture..♥

I know some people are so suck with my attitude and yes I admit it that I have a very messy attitude except to those who would stand to the belief that I am good. It's not really easy to please people and it's not my attitude though to please everyone. I don't like either to act as if I'm this or that though in such I'm a jerk.

Plenty of Insecurities. Who said I haven't? Insecurities with my height, forehead, singing, dancing, teeth, writing. But definitely I'm not insecure with my booby. Damn! I'd rather have this boobs forever than having one like Super G. Ouch! Heavy! Hahaha...

I'm not a good daughter. Who said I'm not? As my mama would say I'm the maldita, papa said I'm the swa-il, ate said I'm the most lazy. O diba? Perfect ingredients! At some point it's an ouch but I don't mind them at all. They were the ones who raised me right? Who's to blame? But I'm not saying my parents are the worst parents of course they're not! I guess environment should we point at these time. Lets put it this way, how can they see my existence if all their minds was my shortcomings? Not fair isn't it? But my parents never raised me to be materialistic. I just love to mix my life with fashion. Fashion in a sense simple but formal.

I'm not a good student. Who said I'm not? Oh well to rate my performance, it was flap! I was once an honor student but then on I was the terrible ex-dean's Lister. I know I can stand on a debate, I can explain the theory of a particular theorist but all those stuffs? I could not just hit it!I'm afraid that people will reject me with my point of view and explanation. Oops! Forgot to say, never faced me with digits. I get choked!

I'm not a good friend. Who said I'm not? Come on people. We can never say we're all a good Samaritan. Of course not! We back bite our friends when he/she does something that irritates our eyes right? Friends are the ones who spices our lives. My friends are all great, to those whom I heartily considered 'friend' and the ones I back bite? You know who you are! And the stupid ones? For all I care! But damn! I care for my friends even the ones who failed me.

I'm a no good dancer. Who said I'm not? Okay, I've been dancing my life since gradeschool. Well with much respect to those who appreciate my dancing before, thank you very much but time goes by and everything changed. Yes..i've been into 3 dance concerts and different competitions but still I count myself as a trainee. To be pro? I don't know! Now I'm still dancing my feet on. I still have the heart and passion for it but I'm losing the sense of trust with my dancemates. Urgh!

I'm a liquor lover. Who said I'm not? Hahahaha...let me just clear people. There's nothing to be ashamed of my part if I drink. I started to drink at the age of 21 so don't get me wrong. It does hurt my pride when they say I'm palahubog because indeed I'm not. I know where and when to messed up. But if getting drunk would people noticed my existence then be it!

Im a no good lover. Who said I'm not? Sounds of bitterness? No..I've been single for almost 5 years now and you know why? Because I'm afraid to lose a part of myself. Teenagers and lovers in this generation are so horny that they were like some dogs in the street. Sorry for the word. There's nothing wrong if they expressed they love through sex but come on, if temptation caught up we can always prevent ourselves from it. Stupid you are blame each other when things went wrong. Getting pregnant and all that stuff. You all losers!

I just couldn't understand others, they know for themselves that they hate certain someone then why still cling to it? I know few people like me and a lot hate me. So why make your way crazy with me? Leave my page or else delete me in your friends list. As simple as that. Everything is in your control, just a press on your keyboard and then your free. Hahai...I'm writing this because of my condition right now and my heart just manipulated my mind. So blame it to them! I felt betrayed and taking forgranted.....who said I'm not? :'(