January 31, 2010

♥ January Fever! ♥

January was really my special month not just because it's the month of my birthday but a lot of awesome opportunities stepped in. Kinda so busy with my raket everywhere. After all the stress I can finally hit my mind as the keyboard complement to it.

Happy Birthday:

Birthdays are just an ordinary day for me. Like preparing foods, presents, the colorful balloons that adds color to the party, was not really my style when celebrating my birthday. Greetings and hugs are the perfect essence for me when talked about birthdays.

Last January 21, I turned 22 and I welcomed it with a very boastful heart to tell the world that I'm a more matured adult. Celebrating it with my loved ones made my birthday a very joyous one.

Grace made an effort to give me a card with all the birthday greetings of my psychmates and former block mates who's in far places nah. See? She made it possible to joint them in one event. Hahaha...it's so nice to see that people made an effort to greet me even the ones whom I haven't knew greeted me as well. Sobrang saya!

With my dance mates presents, okay it was my lil sis idea to surprise me. What she did actually, she did not make pansin for 4 days before my birthday. Sobrang na tiis niya yun and I was in pain na because how can she not make pansin without me knowing what was happening gyud. Until the day of my birthday, it was raining then and we have a rehearsal. Aura want me to changed na my rehearsal outfit nah. But the moment I opened the door after I changed, I'm just so shocked to see my lil sis and my other dance mates holding on to this cake and everybody said 'happy birthday'. Super touch ako! My lil sis said sorry and said it took her a lot of courage to not talk to me for 4 days. Maam Lago was even mad na pud for doing so. Kalurkee! Haha..

But really, every time it snapped on my mind, it brings me jud sa cloud nine. Hahaha...super saya na sobrang thank you mga mahal ko for remembering my day. I hoped I can return the same favor soon. :)

Concert Tour: Malitbog, Bukidnon

*the first photo where the venue of our concert. That was around 6 am in the morning, taking a walk to feel the cool breeze of that place. The second one was after our very gleeful show!

Finally! The concert tour kicks-off last January 24, 2009. First stop? Malitbog, Bukidnon. A place of God's wonderful creation. I love the place, the people. Money really can't cost the experience.

The bilar and chika moments, the door-to-door meal, the carry those plywood girls, the no ligo-no toothbrushing performers, Hahahaha...that's how gross we are when we performed that night. The hardships and stress was well paid by the positive feedback of the people there. It is where I saw the unity of our group. Where just new to the world of theater but our perseverance to make it was our weapon to go on with it.

On February will be hitting Surigao and Davao. Excited!

Pilipinas Got Talent:

Okay people, joining Pilipinas Got Talent was never on our agenda. But as opportunity knocks, why not grab it dba? Sir Jeff of ABS-CBN Manila visited as last Nov during our rehearsal for XIMBOLO. He watched us and then told us to why not try to audition. After that Sir Sai asked as to go for it or not. We said why not, wala namang mawawala kung matanggap o hindi. And so it goes...we get in!

Last January 30, that was for Mindanao Qualifiers. Sir Sai was hesitating actually to join or not since we only have 3 days to prepare for our piece. To think were only given two minutes to perform and two minutes was not that easy to make. But then again, we take it. Everyone of us are to eager to grab a slot for it.

The day comes to showcase our 2 minute piece in front of the judges. Kris Aquino, Ai-ai de las Alas and Mr. Freddie Garcia (former president of ABS-CBN). At the back stage, we can feel each others heart beat. Lahat talaga kinakabahan, marinig lang yung boses ni Miss Kris. Kalurkee!

But when we stepped into the stage and she said (kris) 'wow ang ganda nang costume, baby pink!' Every one of us was so gigil na to perform. The we did! We got the 3 yes from them and then voila! Manila here we come! Super naka drop lang yung jaw ni Ms. Kris the whole performance and then the 3 of them applauded us. Their smiles and applause guaranteed us a Manila trip. Sarap!

I still couldn't believe the blessings we were taking on now. God made our January so fruitful and hoped in the upcoming months di mag sasawa si God. Love you Lord!

* that's how insane my January is..lahat good vibes. Whew! :D Then with it, I win back my self. Mahal ko na naman ang dance mates ko. But I do hope kasama nung success eh less naman sa heart aches. Hahaha...meyganun? Love you my real-best-friend!

January 16, 2010


Okay my dance life comes back. It started last Monday and I'm like a freak because I felt like new onto the dance floor but anyhow I miss the dance hall. It's just so nice to rehears again especially now that my partner Aura is back. God knows how glad I am to see her again dancing with us. And maybe I'm not the person I am lately. Chus!

I really like the newbies on the group namely Togas (who never fail to distract me with his blooper), Balot (who was the 'kalog' as well and the very tahimik), Jimmy (who looks like Yael but dances like one of the Streetboys. Meyganun?) and Jhong (who's so damn good with tumblings and all that hiphop moves).

I know I gotta change because its for my own good na rin. I love you self and you're doin' great so far in dealing with your dance mates. ♥

* by the way we get into the Pilipinas Got Talent! What a blessing to start the year! Go team!

-AMDG-<>

January 10, 2010

♥ T'was a Great Day ♥

* my lil sis and me..♥

Message Deleted:

I’m so shocked this morning when I received a text message from an anonymous sender saying: “Saiyawi og XUCDT? Di man chada manayaw. Banga! Mga pasikat kayo. Chaka man!”

Ooohh my gash! I’m stunned and just got no idea about who the sender was and finding out it was Ate Ara who makes a trip on us. Good thing the XUCDT did not mind that stuff. She even said then that we are so good because we never hooked to her trip. Hahaha…sorry Ate Ara, better luck next time but nice try. :)

I love this Day:

After our practice just this afternoon (yes, I'm back on the dance-floor) I asked Aura (my ever great partner sa group) to roam around the gym since we're waiting for our choreographer and other dance mates. I was so shocked to see this security guard who went up on me with a very happy smile and said he was glad to see me because it's been too long he haven't seen me daw. So I was like, "wooh? Really? ...Ahuh?" Hehe...he was one of the sekyu in our campus. They were good to us naman but not all. *smile...smile..smile..Nakakataba lang talaga nang puso makita yung isang tao na masaya because of you. :'( So far, I'm not that non-sense creature rin pala.

Sort of Upset: talking about Nina

Okay, lil sis and I kinda have this misunderstanding earlier but everything was fixed agad and we did the explanation stuff on Facebook. *sosyal..hahaha. That's how interactive we are. The conversation goes like these:

Nina: you left me kanina :( cry, cry, cry :'(

Me: ...no I didn't lil sis. I thought u'l go pa sa office so we went ahead nah. I told aura to text you but u did not reply. It was not intentionally done lil sis, we were told bya pud dba na will have a talk with maam alice but you and den2x were not in sight.

Nina: it's ok big siz .. when we went down ni denise, nawala napud mo ni ate aw. I was sad :( but it's okay nah :) nabag.ohan lang gyud ko na wa ta nakasabai ug naog. damn. and oh, I was really suprised na ate shawi was around! ! ! :DDD

Me: ...u know I'll never do that (leaving). We were roaming around the gym and waiting for maam alice to arrive. Sorry somehow. ♥ Anyways, I'm glad as well she's back. Yibah!

Nina: LOL. and yeah, as what i've said .. I'm not used to it gyud :( huhuhuhu. well, at least we know our both sides nah big siz. lageeeh! i was SUPRISED gyud nah :D is ate shawi joinin' the bukidnon concert? :DDD

Me: ..yezzzz! She'll replace ate arianne for inayaw and tausug and taiza's place for baled. :)
...both of us are not use to it. :) Like your prime pic.

Nina: ooh, i see! :D greeeat! yipee! and there apat na ta teh. . including ate ara pa! HAHAHA! really? mom said na my primary photo looks cute :))

Me: ...hahaha. Yep we're for forces nah. Di na lisod i.buo ang team kay we're on the same platoon now. Roow kau ang platoon na word. :)

I just sometimes can't understand my lil sis attitude but she's nice you know and that's what I like about her. Her inconsistency of mind sometimes gets me on my nerves but she's one of the sweetest thing on the dance floor ever. Hahai..kaloka ako, nag effort ba naman akong i.lagay yung conversation namin dito. Hahaha..that's how crazy I am. ♥

January 5, 2010

♥ Change and Existence ♥


I really don't understand the people around me. I want to change because I know it would make my life to live in harmony and gain the peace that I've been wanting to. I know it would create such a shit of me because I was the noisy-bossy-useless creature in this world I guess. Then suddenly all of this freakin' people keep on asking me why there was a sudden change of me. Hello? Can't you see people? I'm changing because I know it won't complicate me. I know every changed there was a reason behind.

I changed because I've learned something horrible stuffs on my group. The dance troupe to be precised. I've learned that every word we speak to others was just part of our momentum which we are stuck with and never risked your trust if that would cost much of your ego and pride.

C'mon! I'm sucked with you people who never really (i guess) know the meaning of those words and counting on the respect. Why can't you just be yourself. Tell the people of this war-freak world who you are, what are your role, why you have to do certain things and stuffs like that.

I'm telling you..I maybe a shit but you all sucked. Fakers! Well I guess from now on, I should bombarded my damn head with the thought that dance because it's my passion not because you want to be part of their world. I want to be straightforward as much as possible and tell the things who makes sense.

Bespren no more, its just an endearment anyways why take it seriously. Pity? The hell I care for the lives of others who doesn't matter to me. Not to be selfish but I don't want to lie my self anymore.

Rock my ass!

January 1, 2010

♥ Welcome 2010 ♥


Welcome 2010! Don't mess with me okay? I have big dreams at stake. I think I don't need a new year's resolution because I am happy to strive for my standards and I don't think I will ever regret then. Though I prayed somehow that before I bid goodbye to 2009 I can have someone who will joined me as I witnessed the ever of new year. Hahai..but it's still a long way to go. I can wait! ♥

Another year and I'm turning 22 soon...as in so soon. ♥♥♥