♥ Change and Existence ♥

I really don't understand the people around me. I want to change because I know it would make my life to live in harmony and gain the peace that I've been wanting to. I know it would create such a shit of me because I was the noisy-bossy-useless creature in this world I guess. Then suddenly all of this freakin' people keep on asking me why there was a sudden change of me. Hello? Can't you see people? I'm changing because I know it won't complicate me. I know every changed there was a reason behind.

I changed because I've learned something horrible stuffs on my group. The dance troupe to be precised. I've learned that every word we speak to others was just part of our momentum which we are stuck with and never risked your trust if that would cost much of your ego and pride.

C'mon! I'm sucked with you people who never really (i guess) know the meaning of those words and counting on the respect. Why can't you just be yourself. Tell the people of this war-freak world who you are, what are your role, why you have to do certain things and stuffs like that.

I'm telling you..I maybe a shit but you all sucked. Fakers! Well I guess from now on, I should bombarded my damn head with the thought that dance because it's my passion not because you want to be part of their world. I want to be straightforward as much as possible and tell the things who makes sense.

Bespren no more, its just an endearment anyways why take it seriously. Pity? The hell I care for the lives of others who doesn't matter to me. Not to be selfish but I don't want to lie my self anymore.

Rock my ass!