"Thank you to those who've supported us and prayed for us pala.."
Prayers do really helped me to attain my dreams in life. I'm still on great awe and goosebumps people when I looked back on into my life before as an ordinary kid and now as a someone whom people recognizes then. I'm not an artista okay, really I'm not and I hate to be called one! But I do act on theater basically, I may not be the role actress but I'm good though. Blee!
When I was on my toddler (char! hanep naman nang memory ko), pre-school so to speak, t'was really my dream to perform on a big stage where people would applause and too mesmerized with my performance. I dreamed to be a ramp model, singer, dancer, and to be an artista was the least on my list. Childish dreams with childish hopes, I'm just a kid that time and I can explore everything in my fantasy and putting all those into reality was an ache to my chest. Ouch!
Growing up and living to the real world gives us a glimpse or purely life lessons, especially when I became a Psychology student. That everything can be achieve by learning and perseverance. I'm not stating here that psychology can give you all the answers in your life but not ok? I passed satisfactorily the stage of childhood and adolescent. Now I'm on my early adulthood and looking back to those stages, I've come to far to where I am now.
You don't have to stick to your 'wants' in life just let them to be your inspiration to achieve your wants. Ramp model? Why not? I can make my way a runway everyday with my oh-so-cool-get-ups. Singer? Who said singers are the only one who has a license to hold on to the microphones.. I can make our banyo a stage and can scream my heart out to the highest notes there is. Dancer? I'm enjoying my spotlight now and always. Artista? You know people..call me hypocrite or jerk for this but being an artista was no longer on my list ages ago. Showbiz and the glitzy-glamorous world of showbiz are good but it doesn't guarantee you a freedom to be yourself. It's just good to see your face on camera but off cam, no one cares about your emotions.
Anyways, dreamers like me let us keep on dreaming. Let's dream everyday and dream our hearts with happy thoughts. Take me as an example, before, I told myself I'm gonna step on into ABS-CBN and I did not even dreamed to perform there but look where my dream took me. I just dream for a big stage where people would applaud you but the entire Philippines saw me and my group performed.
I did not stick to my wish-list, I just let things happen with a proper mind set to it. And again, I'm satisfied to where my decisions led me. I'm glad I have a heart who knows to respect my mind. I know I've reached this far not because I was meant for it but I deserve it and these were my dreams are made of!
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