I Miss You! :'(

I thought this would be easy but my heart is oh so longing for Lolo right now. Everytime we text, I never told him ‘I miss you’ but deep inside I super-duper miss his company. His wacky jokes, our trash joke to each other that makes us a kid, my coffee and ice cream mate will be gone for a month. How am I gonna deal with that? Oh well, my dance life fill it in but not all the time. Sometimes when rehearsing I just found myself staring at some point thinking already about him.

His sister told me its just a month, yes it is but ewan ko ba. You know the long-distance syndrome? Feel me! Hahahahahahaha..I’m going through that I guess. Maybe because when I woke up every morning, he welcomes it with a smile in his heart. When I came home from rehearsal, his smile draining off the stresses in me.

You know simple things that the other person fails to see, but it does really pleases me by his simple acts. Just a sit in the corner sharing a cup of coffee even without having a talk means a lot to me. Just having him around, feeling his presence, the way he holds my hand was like saying ‘I won’t ever let go..’ and giving him a hug was more of saying ‘I won’t even let go…’ makes the moment worthwhile.

Okay, I accept the defeat of missing someone. I’ll take that challenge! The distance makes me even fall for him and this relationship.

Tomorrow is our special day. It’s the birth of our relationship! That even makes me miss him, we’re not together to celebrate that special day though. We even extend the distance because I’ll be in Davao and he’s in Marawi. Ouch! I’m not expecting any surprises tomorrow but I know for sure when things fall into normal, we’ll make it up.

I miss you Lolo Amer Ko!