It's All on the Sidebar! ♥

Last Monday night, I logged in to check some mails on my FB. I was busy surfing some pictures when I came across to visit Amer’s FB account. Then on I saw his sidebar again, before the one written was ‘L=ove O=nly L=ola O=k’ and now it was..

‘LULA = Luv U Lol(♥_♥)adding.’

Naks naman! I was so touched because I really appreciate his effort to do those kind of stuffs. I know only few people especially boys post that thingy on the side bar of their FB. The best thing about him, he never fails to appreciate my existence.

When I was in Manila and I was left all alone in the room. I kept on thinking about him and ask God, what on earth I have done for me to bless me this very heaven sent blessings? Blessed with my dance life, I’m blessed to have my bessies and friends, I’m even blessed to have my family and more than that to be blessed by God with someone named ‘Amer Lumna’.

The fact that his family accepts the reality between us, makes it more a blessing. Every conversation I have with his siblings was a poured blessing for me. Why not? The feeling of acceptance was there and I never doubted it.

Now I’m even more so touched because Mama said he likes Amer, whew! Sarap naman, I’m not the only one in the family who sees his good heart. Mabait naman talaga siya at dun ko siya mas lalong minahal.

But he doesn’t know that there were times that I cried at night not because I was in pain but in gladness. I cried while I pray and thanking and asking God why do I deserve this and why do I deserve him? Am I that worthy for him? Do I’m being unfair in this relationship na? I’m always busy with my dance life, I told him about it but he only sighs, as long as I’m enjoying in every endeavor I take he’ll always be there for me.

Our group will go to Butuan this week and it depends upon us if we will go or not. Whether our choreographer will insist me to go, I’ll have my final decision. I’m not going, I’ll stay with Amer and we’ll spend the 2 days together before he leaves for Marawi and me for Bukidnon.

Then just this afternoon, I put on my side bar… ‘I ♥ Amer Lumna!’